Sometimes, Pictures Do Speak to me

     Yeah, pictures do speak to me. They tell me about stuff that's beyond the comprehension of others. They connect with me. And I see some pictures in way that nobody else sees them. I feel blessed with the tool of Photoshop. Now these photos tell me all sort of stuff. Some are good and some are very wicked (a very tiny part of this side you are going to see very soon). Let's see what some of the pics in my hard disc say...

Have I lost it?

     My girlfriend isn't happy with me. And I don't blame her. It's really hard to understand me. Sometimes I think she is with me just because I "invest" my money in her. Once she did say that I make her feel special, but things are different now. I am not able to cope up with her. But I don't want to let her go. It was she who helped me get over my ex. Ditching her too would land me in a vicious circle. Two days back we had the worst quarrel of our relationship. I said somethings I shouldn't have said. Her best friend is my good friend too. She said she would try to reason with her and keep me updated too. The good friend tells me about the conversation she had last night with my girlfriend.

Lets make you laugh

A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.(O.M.G.!!!) ... 

A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death ... (Creepy ... I'm still not over the pig) ... 

The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body ... The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off ... (Honey, I'm home ... What the ...?) ... 

The flea can jump 350 times its body length ... It's like a human jumping the length of a football field ... (30 minutes ... Lucky pig! Can you imagine?) ... 

The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds ... (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?) ... 

Some lions mate over 50 times a day ... (I still can't believe that pig ... quality over quantity) ... 

Butterflies taste with their feet ... (Something I always wanted to know) ...

Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump ... (Okay, so that would be a good thing) ... 

An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain ... (I know some people like that) ... 

Starfish have no brains ... (I know some people like that, too) ... 

Polar bears are left-handed ... (Talk about a southpaw) ... 

Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure ... (What about that pig? ... Do the dolphins know about the pig?) ... 

Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread these crazy facts ... (and God love that pig!)

Drink, Smoke and Facebook

     Note: the pictures used are solely for fun purposes. If it hurt anyone's sentiments then I am extremely sorry.

Dream Interview

      Now by dream interview, I literally mean dream interview. It's not the interview of a dream company nor it is an interview I would love to give. So it goes like this-

Interviewer: So, Mr. Z (I just got bored of same old X) tell me something about yourself.

Life without them would be a total wreck

     A post dedicated to my dearest of buddies who, if not major, played a significant part in shaping my mind, my thoughts, my appearance, my personality as you see it today. So, here goes

What makes my college life bearable, enjoyable and finally worth missing

    Yep, that's my college. It's actually just Block A and block B is behind it. I am dedicating this post purely to my college mates. So here goes

Lost within smoke and alcohol

CAUTION!!!: Anything in excess is injurious to health. This is true for alcohol. Up to a small extent, it's actually healthy. Drink too much and you are surely to end up on the wrong side of the road. Such is not the case with cigarettes. Avoid them completely if you can. Trust me, there is nothing cool about smoking. Even if you want to try it once, just have one single puff and that's it. No need to be a show off and smoke one whole stick as long as you don't want it to get worse. Since, smoking one cigarette is as good as smoking for the rest of your life. Confusing? Well, believe that you don't wan to find out why. With this I must start with my topic.

The Non-Believer Of God

      I wonder, if you have already made up your mind to call me an atheist. Anyways, what you think of an atheist should be kept to you. Nothing can change an atheist's thinking besides GOD himself. Funny, ain't it? The title implies I am a non-believer of GOD and still say the same "thing" might change an atheist's view. Oh I do believe in a higher power, it's just that I don't think it's GOD as everybody else thinks it to be. So what is it that I actually believe in? Time to put it into words...

Just Let It Out

     There are times in life when you feel so angry and so frustrated, that you think you might explode like a volcano. Then again, you are surrounded by people, have to respect other people's thoughts. Friends, GF/BF, teacher, parents, boss, all have their share of fueling your rage. Sometimes you just have to stay put, sometimes you couldn't care less what the person in front of you, thinks of you. The silent people are the most dangerous (me for example :P).

Moments of sheer Happiness

    There are some things in life that mean so less to everyone else but give pure joy to you. No matter how small scale they be, they never fail to give you self satisfaction and contentment. Some such things/acts that give me joy are given below. (Note: regardless of me doing it for someone or others doing it for me)

There is no life without money

Caution: some of the deepest and darkest thoughts lay ahead. All you will find in this post, in this blog and in me is turmoil. Pain and suffering have become my siblings. And I am not saying I am the only one capable of feeling. What choice do I have since everyone has started keeping distances from me. All I have are my thoughts, my experiences, my pain, my joy and my happiness. So be it. At least computers never complain/demand/whine/deceive. Don't read if you are happy and don't wanna screw that up. Also don't read if you are already screwed and don't wanna get more screwed.So here goes...

Pictures speak louder than words

    Nowadays, I spent more time blogging than "facebooking" "googling" and also "studying". Gaming still tops the list ;). I go through so many blogs, reading each and every post the author has written (even though it's 2 yrs old), analyzing each comment, putting my own comments. Man, I have got obsessed with blogging :O. Anyways, having gone through so many thoughts each day made think "what is it that makes them so attractive, charming, alluring, fascinating, enticing, seductive( XD ), magnetic, tempting (yeah, Google is your friend ;) :P :D)".

Happy birthday

One day gods were happy, and an angel was born
the world rejoiced, for it was the end of a storm

sadness became happiness, when the baby smiled
she has only longed for love, in all this time

whoever's like she touched, she spread just happiness
in all these years, she was cute & full of sweetness

she taught us caring, and the meaning of joy
all that was left, was to be complete, and she met this boy

love was struck, and the world was just about me and you
it's your b'day dear, and it's me wishing happy b'day to you


wrote this for my friend's girlfriend, though he only used the last line :(

It's Matrix All Over Again

     Now, even if you are not a Sci-Fi freak, I would recommend you to watch either of these two movies - "The Matrix" or "Inception". The latter with a higher preference. The concept is pretty awesome. A simple Idea. What if the world is not real? I don't want you to go into depths of any of these movies, I just want you to realize that everybody living in the "real" world has his or her own "matrix" or "dream" world (both meaning the same thing). Where, you are the hero, the most powerful, the wisest of all. I know I know, you already knew that, so what was the point of making you watch these movies.

There are no unread messages in your inbox

I sit on the bench, staring at the screen

waiting for her message, that would be read with keen


two times a day, I greet her good morning and good night

expecting a reply, that I would read with delight


she says she is busy, she will talk later

there is no end to my anxiety, for I am addicted to her nature


when awake at night, we have a chat

she drifts to sleep, leaving my inbox blank


I wait staring at the screen, a message pops

There are no unread messages, in your inbox.



Don't we all go through this at least once? ;) :D

The more you hide, the more they'll suspect

This happened approx. 3 years back, but I still remember each and every possible detail as I experienced shame, shock, horror, silliness, perverted all at the same time.

I know, too much to handle

Well the scene was that I was watching a movie which was not ,strictly speaking, vegetarian ;)

The last request

she said we can no longer continue, its time to break up
I said I love you, isn't that reason enough?

she said she can't take it, it hurts her
I said I would die, would it be okay for her?

she said don't make me stay, I want to go
I said do one last thing, and then you can go

she said oh fine, but I can't promise
I said for old times sake, don't I deserve this?

she kept mum and I got my chance
I said I want to live again like the past

she said I don't understand, what is it that you desire
I said lets do everything we have done with same passion and fire

for two months we did all the things we have done before
I fell in love with her more and more

she said I have done what you asked, now let me leave
I thanked her for her time and let her leave

two years have passed and I lay on this bed
where she comes to me, with eyes so wet

she touches my face and begins to weep
my eyes close with a smile, for its time for a peaceful never ending sleep...


fiction again :)