What The Fuck Am I

  Now whether this a story of fiction, or my story or some other person's whom I don't have anything to do with, I really am not in mood of clarifying that. And if you can't avoid commenting on this particular note, then please don't read it..

To What Its Worth

      I have been thinking about this very often now. I remember abhi said that failure is the result of the company we share. From that moment it's gotten into my mind that friends do influence our results. And this time it's in a bad way. Lately, I have been thinking of reducing contact with my friends to minimum. Almost zero. Now, whether it is better for my career or not, I won't know until I try it. The idea of meeting daily and hanging out is simply mouth watering. I realize that many people miss it. But no matter ho fun it may be, I end up thinking it was a waste of time.

Untitled

       You may wonder why I titled the note "Untitled". The answer is quite obvious. It's *undecided*, *unknown* and everything that gives the feeling of confusion, which I am in right now. The next question would be why am I so confused. Well, it all started after I watched the movie "A Walk To Remember". Even typing the name of the film stirs a cloud of emotions in me. The movie is just awesome. since I am not writing this note to promote the film, I won't go deep into the film.

Life has become just a hummm....

        I wish I had told her sooner. Never knew time would literally fall through my fingers like sand. I just wanted her to know that I cared for her. She kept on asking what was my problem. I was just too shy to tell her it was her only. Well, she was not the problem but you know, when a girl starts coming to your mind much too often, how does everything goes.

Cost of 1 sms

       When I had the plan of 500 free sms per day, people used to get irritated from constant beeping of the cell phone due to my incoming messages. I never paid attention as to how many replied back. Or how many sent forwards back to me. I didn't think much about it and continuously used to irritate my friends :D.

My luckiest day

To begin with I didn't really realise it was a lucky day until 8:43 am

It was 4th of December, a Saturday......yeah Saturdays bring most surprises of all days

Well going into the story I was thinking of her as usual. I had no idea I could get so attracted to a girl like this within so short amount of time. Waking up, the daily chores of my 7 day schedule started. Finally, our presentation was over so I thought I should better pay attention to my face which had a very tired look.

The realization of friendship

when i am all alone i just sit quietly reading the messages from friends n have a look at my contacts.....the addition and removal of members from friend groups makes me think.....

what am i doing?!

i can't just blow people off from my life, i have an equal amount of participation in making life wonderful