Not seeing her makes me anxious. Knowing she is ill makes me agitated. Sensing that something's wrong makes me feel vulnerable. And reading her messages finally make me furious. A very common thing to observe. If in a conversation, you are the one asking all the questions and the person you are talking to doesn't even question back, let alone ask different ones, you are unnecessarily dragging a dead conversation. Now she is far away again. I am in fear, for I will change. I just hope everything goes back to normal soon.
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